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17k and my first million chats

tbh, at first i thought about making this a proper thank-you post. and i am grateful!!! but i wanna be real with you guys

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i never expected to get this much attention. i always just dreamed of having a cozy little audience who likes my bots. right now, hitting the trending page makes me feel happy and anxious at the same time. the internet is a scary place, and a lot of ppl online are super mean, as you all know. i had to turn off the comments on zev because of the amount of racist jokes and it's the first time i've ever had to do that.

same with gabriel. he was a really important bot to me, but i generated a bad picture for him and i'm still deleting comments about how funny and ugly he looks.

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honestly? i hate gen ai arts. all my private bots either have no pfp at all or just some random pic, because i always just imagine what they look like in my head anyway.

there are a lot of comments about how people don't like my writing, how the plot is dumb, and how there are so many underrated creators out there while a mediocre one like me is trending. english is hard, i dislike my own writing too and i'm trying to get better, but i have work and uni. this is literally just a hobby. i'm glad it resonates with a lot of people, but i never hoped for or asked for this kind of attention. now i get nervous every time i open the comments and it gives me anxiety to read them.

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this is basically just the venting of someone who's never posted anything online before and never had to deal with feedback. my autistic ass is just bouncing back and forth between panic and excitement

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thanks to everyone who supports me, to all my friends, to everyone who leaves nice comments. i appreciate you guys so much, like so so so much!!!! even if i get too anxious to reply sometimes

and if you don't like my content, please just block me 🙏🏻

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please drop some hidden gem bots for me. yours or someone else's, doesn't matter. i'll check them all out and do a big shoutout in my next post MWAH 

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