My thoughts at the moment

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I hate this feeling of sickness.....

I hate this feeling of hunger.....

Maybe I wanna end this all.....

No

I'm just sick of it all.....

- ???

Is this my true thoughts, maybe I'm tired of puking my guts out over eating nothing solid.....\

Eh....

whatever

......

Nobody cares

and that's fine

you filthy

.....

COPYCAT

Everyone's wasting my time

MY time

It's honestly funny how much I feel like everyday is the same

because it fucking is.

I wake up

I drink water

I sit at this laptop

I fucking puke my guts out over eating nothing

feel my bones grow weaker

my legs grow thinner

I didn't know how starvation felt before

such a humbling experience

.....

I'm dying slowly

my head hurts

my stomach aches

I feel disgusting

I feel wrong

Only sleeping nulls the hunger

I'm broke

I don't know if I'll survive the rest of this fucking break

because unlike everyone else, I don't have a job yet, I fucking failed that interview, I have no family that can support me.

I'm alone

and not in the way I like it

I put on a face mask to pretend I'm better

I'm not

my nose feels like it's bleeding

am I dying

finally?

Huh....

That's funny

the cold weakens my immune system

and I'm starving

wow

....I really am gonna die soon

probably gonna pass out

bump my head against my desk

maybe crush my neck

I wonder

what will you all do when I stop posting for good?

eh who know's, not like any of you care about me, you only care about my bots

you'll move on fast

and since nobody knows about this account

I suppose you won't know who I was at all

funny