I feel discouraged

Hi everyone, this is Angel, I want to have a little chat with u all

So, my return is on April 14th, and I should be excited since I enjoy creating bots? Yes, but... I feel so discouraged and unmotivated to continue

I know that many of u think I'm a great bot creator, that u genuinely like my bots, but... I got so excited about the possibility of going back to recording Brawl Stars videos

Don't get me wrong, it was because of u guys that my AU gained more attention, thank you all for that, but this February, I thought about leaving the FPE fandom forever...

But it's extremely discouraging for me, as I have several goals this year

Not only is my goal this year to get 100 followers, but also... I REALLY want to go back to recording Brawl Stars videos

So, look, I'm going to talk to some people privately and see if I really decide to start creating bots again or not

And if I do return, the frequency will be lower compared to before, since my main focus is not Janitor