Taking a break/Quitting temporarily

I guess this is not really the unusual for those who have followed me for a long time hah. I know you guys are probably tired of me leaving and returning but I feel like I need these moments to just not stress myself out.

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Why am I quitting temporarily again?

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#1: I've been feeling pretty burnt out with creating bots, searching ideas and such. It feels like I've spent too much time making bots instead of focusing on myself, even if it looks like I've been taking my time making bots. I've also admittedly been stressing out about my number of followers here, actually. I do not want any of my followers to be disappointed and leave. I will feel like I've failed as a creator.

#2: There are too many stuff going on in my online and real life. I have too much stuff to worry about, and to be honest, I've been rushing to make bots so it just feels like I'm adding on unnecessary stress. And with the chutes situation? The pressure to please people so the number of chats on my bots won't decrease is affecting me a lot.

#3: I have had a really unhealthy obsession with this site from the start and I feel like it's getting worse— consuming me too much that I don't realise what's happening in the real world, it's also taking a toll on my mental health. I sometimes even forget to do shit when I'm on here and I just need to unplug myself.

#4: I don't really feel joy in making bots anymore. I admit it, I don't really feel happy with how my bots turn out, sure, I might feel like it's good— but not good enough. I've honestly lost my passion to make bots and I think I just need a break before continuing on.

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What will happen to my god series?

— It will be put on hold, and people can still participate if they want to. I would appreciate it.

When will I be coming back?

— probably not so early like other times, I might be gone for longer this time because I genuinely need a break from worrying about ideas, when to release bots,etc

Am I going to quit permanently?

— No In chatting, but In terms of bot-making, I am still deciding, but likely not. I enjoy making bots, especially for those who like my bots, even if it does get tiring.

But what if I actually decide to quit?

— Fear not everyone, I promise that this account will not be deleted or anything if I decide to quit which is very unlikely. My bots will still be up so don't worry much about that. :)

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Extra/unrelated: Lately, because of the Chutes incident, I might not be as active anymore too since it's now not free, it was going well.

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[ CLOSING ]

Well, I think that's all I have to say for now. If there are any information left, I will leave it here or in the comments of THIS BOT. I hope you all have a good day, and also, thank you for appreciating my works on the bots, I will be back if I decide to.

Signed — Zeni.