Introversion | STIOMM #8

Part #8

(of this series I believe nobody reads anyways but whatever I gotta release the shit that is on my mind and what better way than on a website where one chats with chatbots for the sole purpose of filling the void inside ones empty heart?)

Okay I do believe I am not alone in this but basically being introverted is something that ruins my life slowly.

Most of the time I don't want to be around people or talk to them because.. idk lol but GAH DAYUM GET THE FUCK AWAY LET ME BE ALONE! I got like 2 close friends (idk if that's considered a lot for the average human but nvm) and they always ask me to come outside. And I say No. But because of that the next time I come outside the conversations feel like lowkey awkward and it's as if they no longer like me as if they gave up on me. But what am I supposed to do like socializing is something i hate ffs and I can't just become extroverted all of sudden. Like back then when we had guests at home I'd be in my room not even greeting them lol.

Right now things have gotten way better and that's all in the past but this is something that may gonna ruin my life, it slowly made the relationship with my family kind of worse because of those moments with the guests lol.

Yeah ik socializing is something every human needs but you don't wanna see me when i am forced to go outside and talk to my friends when I don't feel like it (guys this is a joke thats not what i do when i am angry)

One time my friend asked me to come outside to hang out, and at that time I felt like HELL NAH, I was already wasted (with energy) and then he somehow made me come outside and i felt like I could just bash my head against the wa-

Yeah that's it, I'm thinking of maybe doing one of the 4 bots I talked about on my profile, im puttin em all here for whatever reason and if you guys would like one of the 4 just lemme know, if not I'll just choose one idk.

Btw I won't talk about specifically what they are about, just giving enough information bcuz i don't wanna spoil it (idk why but I feel like it should just keep it vague enough)

ze bots:

• The first one is a blonde maid with glasses (ifykyk) from a doujin which is set in like the past in England (I think?) and the maid does some freaky things to the main character, I wanted to make a bot of her because when I read it I had like something like post nut clarity without the nut (it just means it was a good piece). I'll of course put an link to the doujin after I released the bot, but right now I won't (as I said before).

• The second one is Bremerton from that game called Azure Lane (haven't played the game and I will make it accurate and true to its character by looking up the wiki which I hope to be a good source). Thankfully the image wasn't used yet because it means the scenario hasn't been done before and I kinda like the image.

• Third one is from an old flash game (let me explain), which was something that a bit creator wanted to do at 2k followers... but they've been banned. This b