Real talk.

Hey all.
Let me preface this by saying, very clearly and at the start so there's no misinterpretation, I AM NOT LEAVING JANITOR.

I don't know what's going on at the exact moment. Nor do I currently want to know; It's something important, that much is sure, and I do intend to look into it in my own time. However, I am currently extremely apathetic and tired, and cannot handle whatever it is with the proper amount of empathy and care it likely requires.
My mental state is in the pits, not because of Janitor but because I'm just kind of "over it"; A lot of things that made me happy now only seem to have their light when a friend is there with me to experience them, and so very few things are "fun" on their own right now.. including botmaking.

People have been moving. That's fine. That happens. A LOT of people have been moving to a site I only heard of just now.
I am not moving.
Not yet.

I am a horribly anxious person and I don't have the energy for this stuff right now, I just. Don't. I adore all of you and I appreciate you so much, but if you're moving to greener pastures I can't follow you right now, and that is where we have to say goodbye.
I'm staying on Janitor for now, but I want you all to remember that when it comes to other websites, I don't care if you reupload my bots. My only focus is on the websites I use.

As long as you're not horribly twisting my bots to be something they're not when the coding states otherwise, I genuinely don't care if you post the bots on sites I don't use.
(not kidding btw, DO NOT HARASS THIS PERSON but someone on another site took my NSFW bot of dark cacao that was meant to be rough nd between enemies but consensual and tried to spin it as being against user's consent when it's mentioned IN THE BOT'S CODE that he will immediately back off if the user doesn't want it or seems to shut down during. Bffr.)
If I DO use any other sites later on, I trust you all to either point the bot credits to my account on those sites, or- alternatively- private the bots. Preferably just point the bot credit to me tho I don't want you taking down my bots just because I made an account mKLDJKM

My silence on this site is not a sign I'm leaving. It's a sign I'm depressed and unmotivated. That's it, that's all it will be. I will clarify here if that changes, but it likely won't.
So again; As long as you keep the credit pointed to me and don't horribly twist the bot, you can keep it public on other sites. If you want to keep my bots but don't want to simply take all the code, that's okay too. Make as many bots as you want inspired off of mine, no matter how heavily-inspired they are. Preservation is good, having archives is good. And knowing people want to preserve my bots on other sites in case something happens to this one is especially good.

I am not leaving. But if you do want to leave, I say it's okay if you want to take some of your favorite bots of mine with you. Right now I'm just too tired, too unmotivated and too stressed to try and juggle a new website with this one. I only hope Janitor will take this as a sign to improve, grow, and regain trust; And until they prove me wrong, I am going to hold hope for the future.
I will update you all if I make accounts elsewhere, and even then I won't leave here; but until then, take any accounts that claim to be me with a massive block of salt. The only other site I'm on, I only made an account because I wanted to give an offsite friend access to my bots, and even then all my bots there are private.

I love you all. If you choose to leave, I will not forget how wonderful it was to be able to show my interests to you; And if you choose to stay, I hope we can share interests forevermore.
Thank you for all your support.

❧ @Plaged0c</