UPDATE! PLEASE READ

Helllooo! i dont really know how to start this but i feel like i deserve to give an explanation to the few people who do follow me, if they check my account or anything. So, i think the last upload i had was from march. I deeply apologize, i do think about making bots all the time but the reason im making this is to air out some things and address why i haven't. Before i start i apologize for the poor grammar. Okay! First off, im back in school again, the good thing is that im doing great in my classes! the bad thing is it takes a lot of effort and time. Right now its the halloween season, and no one knows but ive also been a cosplayer since my early teens, so that means im making my ween costume! On a not so light hearted note, I've been struggling with a few things. First off, i was having some seriously relationship problems that led me into some... unfavourable things sexually and mentally. After that i had my birthday! yay me! only birthdays are really hard for me. I dont want to get into too much detail on the big wide web but my relationship with my parents is lethal, i have tried to cut all contact and still every year around my birthday my mother reaches out, whether through family or social media, its extremely mentally draining and brings up a lot of trauma. Other than that ive had other familial issues, and i work occasionally so time is not something i have a lot of. As ashamed as i am to say it, i never got my drivers license. Im not that old, im actually very young compared to my friends (haha uncs) but still it has been an inconvenience to others and also stops me from doing s lot as i live in a very rural area, so ive been putting time into learning everything i need to know to get my license and just be over wth studying it. Lastly, i finally got discount vinyl flooring! well... im working to get it, but i HATE the carpet in my room, and some other rooms. So ive been packing things away so that i can pull up the carpet when i do get the flooring.

Ive been having writers block as well, what could i write that hasnt been written? it all blurs together at some point and frankly, theres nothing unique about how i script or write, so yeah.

anyway, even though im busy, if you see this maybe leave a review? id love to know if anyone sees this and what their opinions are.

-with love, wari.