where I am?

currently learning how to draw

uhhh i cant write properly for now so ill be very blunt

tryingg to do other stuff irl and change myself

i think there is something wrong with my writing so im gonna read moer stuff in the meantime like novels and stuff

tired

will focus on literally whatever makes me feel better, for a while

feel very weird right now

searching happiness

something feels so close and i want to reach out and grab it that ive bee n waiting so long for

i will be back soon

also to clarify that bot avatar is a sketch of my recent self bot, not made by me but by my cousin

shes trying to help me draw so uh maybe i can be as good as her

something?

why am i like this

i don t like myself in fact disapointed

hmm

so much doubt

expect me to return in two to three months or maybe longer sorry

am i misinterpreting them i think they are trying to be kind

i feel incomplete

sometimes i shake

will focus on myself

apologies if i sound weird and cryptic, im in a bad mood right now