VENTING TIME!! + theories

TW!! explicit content, mentions of rape and all that, abuse, sh

so uh

early in the year, like 3-4 months into the year I had an argument with my mother because she caught me with a knife about to cut myself in the middle of the night lololol. she wrestled me to my bed and started hitting me while putting all her weight on me (she’s a fat ass too) and when I hit her once she started bawling her eyes out about me “scaring her”.

I was so affected like a wimp so I didn’t come out of my room for two weeks, I didn’t eat food until the fifth day.

Now, my mother has a key to my room because “children don’t have human rights until they’re 18, so privacy and consent doesn’t apply to you” like bro…

obviously my grandma was there like the hoe she is and both of them broke into my room because I didn’t feel like talking to them.

a month after me and my mother got into another argument over COSPLAY SHOES. and so I ignored her for a few months.

one day, I woke up and felt a bunch of cum in my underwear (I wasn’t ovulating yet btw) and when I went to the bathroom my pants were backwards (??)

at this time she turned off all wifi from all my devices so I only had a computer left.

I opened the computer and set it to a low volume. Before this, I shoved a small piece of paper between my door and doorframe to see if anyone breaks into my room again.

I heard this woman grab the keys to my room, thinking I was asleep, and tried to “unlock it” (it was already unlocked so she locked it and unlocked it again if that makes sense).

I waited for her to get out of the house so I could check my door and the paper was at a different angle

like a few months after she’s still mad at me and my bathroom didn’t have water in the toilet so I had to use hers (it REEKED of cum) and when I came out she locked the door and cornered me so obviously I hit her as self defense and she started to fight back and while this was happening this bitch was trying to guilt trip me.

a few hours later, I packed my shit, ready to leave this place and my FUCKASS GRANDMA STOPS ME.

eventually I had no choice but to stay and because of all that I’m planning to kill myself next year but I can’t leave my house so idk if I will

that’s all I really remember but uhm… I think I was being dramatic at that time lmao

yeah I think I got touched in my sleep chat