UPDATE

Heya, someguy1990 here. I am currently planning to create the spooky marriage either Thursday or friday night. I am not dead, just was taking a break. Also... Do you like my drawing on the thumbnail? I honestly dont like coloring because it is a complete chore for me and suck at color theory or something.

UPDATE about me PERSONALLY (if you care or not. I wouldn't care if you care or not since its my life.):

Recently, I have been regaining feelings for this one girl I had a crush a entire year ago yet I dont know if she is interested in me back. I talk to her sometimes but I never had told her about my little feelings. If you dont know personally, the times I had confessed to a girl I had a crush on, my first confession was to this one girl in middle school which she rejected me but it turns out later in my life that her rejecting me was the best thing happened to me because... I dont want to get deep into the details but lets say she turned out to be a bad person. Then my 2nd confession was to the next girl I had a crush on after the girl I currently having a crush in again which turned out to be awkward. Purely awkward because I was awkward, more awkward I am currently which is saying something. I just dont know what I should do with my feelings for my current crush. I dont want to be overly confident but I just dont want to be desperate. I am just currently afraid of being disappointed again and that I might fuck up again so hard that she probably look at me funny. It could be me just being paranoid or anxious about this entire thing but hey, at least I can talk to women and be friends even if I just feel like I am disconnected.

But... I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU! What do you think I should like do? I want to have more view points to have my thoughts more straight even if I am one messy thinker.