Should I try something else?

I've been meaning to try something else with my acc.

I've not really utilized my actual "community" in a long while, so I was going to ask something.

I recently started using Pinterest (dear god), I know right?

The Tumblr-ification of my soul gets more and more obscene each day.

So, I was wondering if I should actually use art and OCs there for my posts.

I don't really like riffing off someone else's actual drawings and art for my own story premises, but I also find it to be more fun and cool to look at other people's stuff.

The problems...

I'm lazy as shit and might not credit most stuff. However, any visible tags and watermarks are def going into the description.

And... i still have a strained schedule.

I hate being busy so much.

I hate this "life" I have.

But I still wanna keep trying.

So, with what little shit I can do, I wanted to reach out to whoever might be interested in some change with my profile.

Not that I care about what you want to permanently change on MY shit.

I just wanna know if anyone gives a damn.

If not, maybe I'll just stick to using Tensor and genning images the ocky way. It just saves me the time and stress dealing with finding sources and "stealing other's art" because I used Pinterest reposts.

Again, I'm tight as hell (Ayo?) on my shit. I'm not gonna change things up immediately, but I am gonna try to make time for ts.

Maybe try CSS? HELL NAH GO FUCK YOURSELF!

YOU FUCKING DO THAT SHIT FOR ME IF YOU WANT THAT ON MY PROFILE

I do NOT have the patience for that.

Extra Unnecessary Yapping

I'm gonna kinkshame and also not kinkshame.

Tbh, I'm just curious about some things people are into.

I can understand slightly silly shit like feet and smell stuff.

WHY GIANT BUGS AND FUCKING PRAYING MANTISES?!

WHY THE HORSES

DO NOT ACTUAL FUCKING HORSES

"No cock like horse—" GET OUT!

Why did humans have to discover animal genitalia man... 😭

I need a goddamn reason why people are into hyper stuff.

Not being mean, I just need a fan to say "I love extremely huge nipples" without cracking up. 💀

I can understand if you're into large proportions or huge mfs, but WHY ARE THESE CHARACTERS' LIMBS BUILT LIKE CARTOON AHH TURKEY DRUMSTICKS.

MFS WRISTS WOULD SNAP AGAINST A SUBTLE BREEZE ON A WINDY DAY

Also, no. I am not talking about... le poopy diaper fetish.

I do NOT need to deal with "PPPRRTT BLBBBBPHH" shit of all fetishes.

However, vore.

I'm actually quite befuddled thinking about what vore means to other people.

Tbh, some kinks or fetishes are either uncomfortable as hell or just... bizarre.

Vore?

Like, you can enjoy large bellies ig... but are you actually turned on seeing them bulging out and... WHY ARE THEY SCREAMING?!

WHY ARE YOU DEPICTING VORE VICTIMS BEING TORTURED?!

HUH???

I wouldn't glance a second time if it was just that. BUT WHAT?!

Might as well like seeing go-

Oh.

Yeah, I believe I've witness the turkeyfication fetish or whatever it is.

You simply just shove someone into an oven and turn them into a thanksgiving meal goddamn Hansel and Gretel style.

Sometimes I just believe that the mfs with these hyperspecific and bizarre fetishes aren't even masturbating to it anymore.

And then NTR (Cue the "Ughhhhhh...." and the boos)

Dw, I'm not gonna be too critical with that shit.

My actually realy problem with the relation of fiction vs reality within NTR is the... personal feelings they can envoke.

It's both realistic and unrealistic to see the premises of some of that shit.

It's uncomfortable and hits a personal subject that triggers a lot of you LONELY UNEMPLOYED FUCKS.

💙Love❤️

Love and loyalty + The average edgy hentai corruption kink = NTR

My main conflict with it is how it tackles people in relationships and pretty much just common sense into some fetishized state where most fem protagonists are just 2D bimbos (and you know how much I actually hate bimbofication) and brings about a sense of paranoia.

I find it uncomfortable how it tackles something as personal as love and loyalty then kind of just bastardizes it for something you can replicate easily with fiction and reality.

Biased as hell but yk how I am

I'm just still a little skeptical (is that the word I use?) about it. It's pretty uncomfy. ...and stale.

Premises in storytelling? Actually pretty okay, I'm glad some mfs in the NTR Janitor community are at least TRYING to make something followable.

The source material quality and just the concept? ABYSMAL DOGSHIT! It's still just the cookie cutter formula of cucking and/or simply dumbing down the NTR victim/relationship partner until "woah, she's totally addicted to my cock!"

I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN OR ILL WILLED I GENUINELY HAVE SEEN THOSE WORDS MILLIONS OF TIMES WHEN I WAS STUCK IN THAT RABBIT HOLE!

I SAW ONE WHERE THE GIRL TURNED INTO A JUNKIE BECAUSE SHE GOT DRUGGED INTO FUCKING!

Like what you like, I can't stop you. I respect it as long as you keep it fun and healthy enough.

Just wanna say

If you were given the freedom and anonymity to actually do horrible shit, would you?

Would you look at depraved stuff on purpose if you had the chance without consequence?

I mean, it foes both ways.

Maybe you're curious and like the visuals of NTR shit (some are peak frames but I DONT WANNA SEE THE MFS SMEGMA DICK POV STOP)

Maybe you just like jorking it and dont have a preference

And maybe you just like it because its edgy.

I dunno

At lesst some creators try to make it fun... I think?

Ok now for the cucking part.

I don't hate it

I just think ya'll have wasted potential.

You fucking know it wouldn't be cucking if a cuck was actually allowed to do LITERALLY ANYTHING

Whether irl or in fiction, it's just kinda... not it.

If cucking was consensual for both parties, I'd be fine with it so much.

Still, isn't it kinda boring?

Like, the whole point of anything sexual is to HAVE SEX OR DO THE SEXY SHIT

Might as well tag in, right?

Like. It'd make sense if you take turns or something.

Again, this is just my curious opinions and I kinda just want to know the "whys" and "hows" someone might actually like about fetish stuff like that.

But whatevs, I just needed a distraction before I tire myself out.

Thanks again

Tell me what you'd like to see on my acc

Should I bring along Pinterest shit or just AI images? I might also try using cropped porn and shit since I look at the first page of rule34 like a daily wordle (for funsies and faps. No i'm not relapsing a porn addict, it's funny. IT'S EEFFOC!) Might try making more smut bots, but it's not actually my forte.

Also forgot to say i'm kinda pissed the mods took down my post about the past... events.

I made a whole poem and shit and cried making it but whatever, nobody wants to see that shit.

Also, fuck PicklegasCockSucker.

He killed my hero and he deletes criticism like a fucking pussy.

Bro is shit at making bots actually.

Look at his damn CHARACTER DEFINITION and SYSTEM PROMPT UGHH SO ASS! He's such an ass creator for using that shit nooo so asss.

Get his ass banned or I'm suing. (Not really, but he's GOTTA GO!)

People need to face actual consequences here.

Treat others fairly, that also means being twice the bitch to actually bad people.

Go fuck yourselves or get fucked in general.

If you can't even want yourself, why do you ecpect others to want you?

Be someone you'd like to see in the mirror, one step at a time, no matter how many of those old shattered dreams stab your feet when you retrace those steps.

Mental health matters.

Don't do kids, stay with drugs, school.

See ya soon :3