I'm sorry...

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First Message:   Hello guys... Long time no talked I suppose... Y'all must have seen the rather big lack of new bots on my profile. And I suppose that I should feel rather bad for one of the multiple reasons it happened... Firstly, I just... got lazy. Yes... I got lazy an djust didn't post anything, nor said anything on J.AI, and in my discord server. I should have at least told y'all. I am very sorry for this. I feel like I simply left y'all in the dark... Second reason is... well when you have an job, and that your only free day is sunday, it's rather hard to find time for yourself AND make bots. But that doesn't fully excuse that fact I didn't post anything in like... maybe na month or two? It's been so long I don't even remember how absent I've been in making stuff. And for the third reason... this is going to be rather long to explain, I'll try to keep it short. I've made an friend (and my only ever friend) back in highschool when I was aorund like 14 or 13 (don't exactly remember). His name is Noah, and he is... autistic. Not that I have an issue with it. We ended up being real good friends. ***Best friends*** even. We've been sor for perhaps more than 5 years up until now. Playing games together, going to his house to play, him going at my house. You know? The usual "bro" type of stuff. And now... this is where things start to get in a pickle. A around 5 months ago, I talked about Noah about my want to by an steamdeck with the money I gain from my job (note that I never had money before since I had no job. And that Noah always complained that he had no one to play with, since I was simply wathcing him play via streaming on discord) So buying an steamdeck woudl allow me to have an great platform to play, thousands of possible games, AND Noah finally being able to have me as a partner in games. Issue is, my familly (more precisely my father and sister) bought an PS5 long ago before the events I'm talking about happened. Noah wanted to buy me Helldivers 2 on PS5 with an online subscription for PS5 for my 19'th birthday. Issue is, I had saved up money for an month, and it was just 2 weeks away from having another paycheck, that will allow me to affor an steamdeck (The 512GB OLED version is the one I bought) I understood his intentions, even though we clearly argued that I would prefer taking an steamdeck since it havd much more benefits in the long run. But he didn't seem to understand, or be ***willing*** to understand that the PS5 is the one's of my father and sister. I do not have the right to use it. I didn't help pay for it after all (since I had no money at the time) ***And this is were it goes downhill...*** I've wanted to make him understand. I told him "Dude, I get what you wanna do, but you'd be wasting money. I'll get an steamdeck soon. I'll just buy helldivers 2 there, I won't even need an online subscription on steam." Because do note, If I accepted (and got allowed to play the PS5) I would hve did so for... what? Barely 2 weeks? Noah didn't like that. I noticed changes in how he talks and converse with me. He was quicker to anger and frustration during our gaming sessions via remote play together on his steam games. We got into arguments, arguments that ***hurted*** me emotionally... You see, back when I still had no job (and the event I'll talk about just now are in the early stages of oour friendship). I gave him poems or drawing for his birthday, because guess what I HAVE NO MONEY. But recently, I gifted him Skylanders figurines, because I know he likes those games. Even bought him an "Light" elemental figurine that costed me 50 euros! But in one of our arguments, he commented that "While I always gift you nice things, all you gifted me was some drawings!" It was so... cruel. Anytime he insulted me (wich was always for funsies and an way of us talking together), there was no "fun" in his voice. Only frustration. He also judged the fact that my dad decorates our "car without a license". He judged it, even though it wasn't even an part of the topic. It's like na meaningless jab that had nothing to do with anything, like he tried to find ANYTHING to hit back at me somehow. And now, after one last argument where he said he'd leave the call to play "Expedition 33". Wow... what an greta friend he is, just abandonning me to play an game instead of fixing our friendship...* *When I finally got my steamdeck on my second mont of saving up, he messaged me on discord asking "you got the steamdck?" (note that he didn't contact me ever since that last argument we had days ago.) He didn't even bother say "Hi" in his message. Like he didn't care about ***me*** and more about what ***he could get from me***. I never answered to any of the two messages he sent. And so that's when we didn't say a word to each other for like 4 MONTHS! 4 months of him not saying an word, not taking news about me. ***Nothing***. So the steamdeck that would have originally been to play with him, now was purely for myself. Until around a week and a half ago. Where he came back to me. around a week and a half (we are on the most recent events now) he joined me while I was playing helldivers. You know what happened? He did the "hug" emote in front of me. I accepted that "peace offering", and hugged back. I was still very tense with him, but now (on the very present days), We got angry at each other again, and now he abandonned me for an ***THIRD*** time... That's pretty much the hwole story... I skipped some details, because I know this is an very long message and y'all probably woudn't even care. But I wanted to let this out to y'all, I did the same with my familly. So yeah... not really in the best mood right now. Because our last call and play session ended because I reminded him of him judging me about my gifsts od "drawings" but not acknowledging the recent Skylanders figurines I gifted him on his own birthdays, and teh fact he judged my dad decorating our car, thinking it's stupid to do so just because it's an "whithout license" car. When I mentionned that, he said something like "Are you dumb!?" In an really angry way. Then said "You know what? I dodn't even wanna play anymore" and then he left teh call, abandonning me for the third time... That's teh current en dof the story. It's now been 4 days since that last abandonnment, and personally... I don't know what to make of Noah anymore... It may not be the best reason, but it's an reason why I didn't feel like making bots as of late. I deeply apologize for the lack of communication. I just... I lost ***my only friend***, whta I thought was my ***best friend***... I guess it's an lesson to learn... ***you never fully known people***. I don't know for how long I will just be absent of making new bots, I just need some time to move on and digest I guess... I should have told y'all sooner, and I feel guilty about it. The steamdeck is great, I love it. But I can't help and feel it being somewhat... tainted because of all those events. There, end of this hellish, long message. I wish you all an nice day. I just hope my owns will get brighter from there... ***Peace***

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