Let's Talk...

This is an important announcement, so please read this all the way through! It's going to be...lengthy!

First, I am going to clarify that this is NOT an april fools joke, I forgot today is even that day.

I am not exactly sure how exactly to word this or format this, so bare with me guys.

I am @karmaxurmom, whatever you called me. Hi. No this isn't a joke or some random person pretending to be me. I am back, I have been back.

This post is meant to come 'clean' and reveal myself. As you all know, I deleted my account out of nowhere without any explanation, and here I am going to explain that and why I am back.

I want to start out by saying I loved/love all of my followers. I saw a few reddit posts discussing my dissappearance and a lot of it was less than kind. I did not delete my account in spite of my followers or something like that, I would not have gotten to where I did without my followers and I enjoyed engaging with each and every one of you! But, I also did not owe anyone an explanation. A lot of people got scarily parasocial with me. I am 19, just barely an adult, a stranger on the internet. I had full grown adults and random people messaging me daily. I do not mind when you guys reach out to me! I love talking to you guys, but only if you're respectful of me. A lot of people were not.

I deleted my main account for multiple reasons:

• People in my personal life were starting to find my account. I made the mistake of using a handle that I used...everywhere. So when you searched for my social media, my janitor account would come up.

• I got into a relationship at the time that I deleted it, a very (thankfully) short lived one. He was...nosy, not great, and I was worried he'd find it so it was kind of half impulse.

• As stated above, very parasocial people. You've probably heard people talking about me as a creator and calling me 'block happy', I've seen it too. I do not block anyone without good reason, every person I had blocked ignored my boundaries either on my page/when interacting with my bots or on my personal discord. It was a lot, I'm 19, I do NOT want to deal with adults being weird in my DM's!

Why did you delete the account instead of just abandoning it?

As long as that account was still up, it was still connected to me, Karma. Yes, Karma is my real name LOL, not a nickname or a fake name for social media. I understand a lot of you were upset, and I do apologize for that, but in the end it was my decision. I appreciate that you all loved my work that much, and I will be going through comms that I did and bringing them back up, rewritten and better than when I first did them.

Now...about 'Gale' and being friends with Karma

I have proabably told a lot of you that I am a friend of Karma's LOL. When this posts my bio will be changed but it originally says my name is Gale, that I am 21 and use they/them pronouns. I created this account with every intention on being undercover...but a lot of people figured out it was me anyways because unfortunately, I have a very distinct layout and writing style and...literally everything else. I figured if I said I was a friend of myself it would make sense why its so similar...? I know, very dumb LOL.

So why am I revealing myself? Why didn't I just stay undercover?

I missed my friends and everyone else that I met through this site. Trying to be a new person is shockingly difficult, especially when interacting with other creators that are my friends that did not know. This account isn't connected to me in any way in the real world, which is what I should have done in the first place but I didn't know that I would grow to become a big creator. I started posting because I was bored and...I gained a community that I loved. Here, on this account, I don't have to worry about people in real life finding me because of a silly username. I also really wanted to get the commissions posted again, but obviously I can't do that as Gale.

Now, you've probably seen my reddit posts or others saying I left because of my stances on AI, let's talk about it!

Yes, that was another reason I left so suddenly. The guilt got to me. Yes, it seems a little silly since I am...back. At the time, not only was I making bots but I was generating a lot of AI images for OC's and bot ideas that never left my privated vault, I was also using ChatGPT a freakish amount to help with some of the military stuff because I cannot research (teeny learning disability that makes it impossible to do research </3). All of it was adding up, and like I said, it was a rash and impulsive decision for the most part to up and leave.

I do still feel guity a bit, I don't think that will ever go away as long as the earth is deteriorating, but Janitor is the ONLY thing I am using now. The break really helped in multiple other ways, not having to worry about when to upload and burn myself out.

Plans when moving forward

I will not be doing commissions anymore, but I'm still doing requests.

I will also be creating things on my time. With my other account, if I did not post at least once a day, I'd get messages from people pressuring me to post again. I do not want to post on other people's time because then it just becomes a job instead of a hobby.

I am doing fempov bots occasionally...but not through requests because for some reason it just makes me not want to do it LOL. Idk why...

My DMs will still be open, as are my friend requests through my discord, but I will not be forcing myself to interact with everyone, especially if you aren't respectful. If you do message me, please keep in mind that I am a stranger. It's uncomfortable when I get messages from people ranting or talking about personal things as if we are close friends when I do not know you. I'm super happy you feel comfortable enough with me to do so, but I do not know you and am not comfortable hearing about stuff like that.

I may create another discord server, and lets talk more in depth about that...

Discord Server?

I've tried it once before when I was juggling college, harrasment, extreme health issues and stalking...it did NOT go well. There was...a lot of drama and issues all the time. If I do create one, it will be far more strict and I will not try to be the peacemaker. If there is any drama, you're out. I tried to be overly nice to every party because I didn't want to hurt anyones feelings or seem mean, but clearly that did not work. Rules will be more defined and warnings will be for minor things. If you cannot talk like adults and handle things maturely, because it is an 18+ server, then you will not be allowed in and you will not get any warnings.

Now, I dont know if I will but it's something to keep in mind if anyone is interested.

To wrap this up!

I will reiterate that every bot that was commissioned will be rewritten and posted again! And I'll probably redo some popular ones I personally miss...

If you have any questions, feel free to ask! My discord is the same: karmaxurm0m. I feel like I might be missing a few things in this but I hope this clears some things up...I love you all, and while I was gone, I saw all the love and support I was still receiving (actually cried a bit i can't lie). I hope things can be more smooth sailing going forward.

If for some reason I decide to leave again, I will be leaving this account up. I pinky promise

Last thing because I had a lot of people concerned about my health

My health is as shit as ever, always will be shit. I am chronically Ill, but I have health insurance now!! I got approved!! Still unemployed, but I'm trying </3. I also currently have food poisining (Note: do NOT eat goldfish covered in black stuff). When I left I was in the hospital as you all know, the doctor misdiagnosed me..it was a bacterial stomach infection that got worse by also turning into a bladder infection!! I got on medication for it and healed up a week after I deleted my account :) Thank you all for the concern and stuff, there will be many many more medical scares LOL