My apology to spider lover 2116

This apology is for @spider lover 2116. Before I start, the reason I didn’t make this earlier was because I was at work and didn’t have the time. I did apologize in the comments of her latest bot, but I don’t think that’s enough. I also prefer to do things like this privately, but I don’t have spider added on anything so I couldn’t dm her. I didn’t know what to do for the image of this, so I chose the one from my favorite bot she made of Erka.

I’m sorry to you, spider. I never intended for you to get harassed or called those accusations in my response to that tweet. It wasn’t right for me to say respond agreeing and get you harassed as a result, you don’t deserve that at all.

Why did I respond to it in the first place? Well that was because the only thing I agreed was the content within your bots. It never bothered me personally, more just made me concerned about your mental health and what’s going on in your head. But I realized after your response that I don’t really have any place and it’s not my business to tell a stranger on the internet they need mental help because of their trauma and the content of their bots. You didn’t do anything wrong either, you always put warnings in your bots. If people don’t like them, then they can go on about their day.

I know from experience how difficult it is to talk to anyone about your trauma and how it affects you. I personally have gone through similar trauma in my childhood, although I know it’s not exactly what you went through. The trauma from it does still affect me to this day. Anyways, I’m trying to say how I can relate and understand to some degree of the pain you have been through. I’m sorry that the people you trusted didn’t believe you when you talked about it to them. All this drama probably made things worse for you and I’m sorry about that. I don’t want you to go through more because of something I did while you’re already struggling.

I’m sorry for the length of this apology, I didn’t want to half-ass it.