[THANK YOU.]

Warning: long, cringy, angsty teen speech

///YAPPING///

It sounds dramatic but owe so many people here my life, maybe not in a literal sense but.

Nobody liked me, i was cringe, i never fit in, i cant, i still dont, so many people wanted me gone and they had me convinced i wanted myself gone too.

I wanted to make anyone happy, anyone, even if they lied about it, i just needed anyone to say they LIKED at least one thing i had a part in, but i was never talented enough to make anything worth being proud of, my art was degenerative, my writing was too, where would anyone want to read or see such profanities? Who would want to see anything to do with me.

I reached a low point, i tried so many things, i tried drugs, i tried to hurt myself, i wanted anyone to talk to.

In a tiktok comment section on a video that was trashing on CAI and really just AI as a whole, i heard someone mention "janitor ai" which, every reply met that with disgust and slander. I was already a CAI person, so i decided to see what it was and, well it was something?

I felt dirty and honestly it only served to make me want to rip my genitals off of my body even more, i got bored one day, i made a bot, it was about mario or something, it got no exposure, it was boring.

I started getting into dandys world so i decided that maybe i should make a bot about it, a futa poppy bot was the first thing that came to my head, and it was nice, nice to see people react to my writing with positive views instead of disgust.

I started to vent below the bios for the bots and people would reassure me, not alot but the thought of even some random strangers on the internet thinking that my life was worth anything made me believe that maybe i could stay.

I transitioned a few weeks after and then i met ven, one of my first real friends, he taught me everything i know about drawing, sure he thought i was a gooner but for the first time, he didnt abandon me.

So if you ever think YOURE useless, just remember that you helped some random trans girl on the internet not kill herself!

Yeah.

Thanks.

///EVERYTHING ELSE IG///

hiii! Thank you all for 500 followers i really cant believe im on a similar level to goats like DONTMEW2LONG and so many others!

So i said i would make a bot of myself, i couldnt decide if i wanted to put my real name or my tag, but since like, i dont know?

I probably shouldnt have done this, but i am thankful!

1) MAKE YOUR OWN SCENARIO

Yeah i didnt know what scenario to do