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an update on my mental health + more info? ( it’s kinda brief)

(ofc reading is optional:3)

so in my last info bot I was venting a little, and tho I’ve added onto it I’ve feel like you guys need an update about it on a different info bot, which this bot was made..

Honestly I’ve lost the passion that comes with living awhile ago, but after while I’ve realized I had to kept going (thanks to you guys and other people in my life I’ve met) but ofc It kept getting worse after it gotten all better.

Good things come to an end after all.

I haven’t been sleeping much, neglecting food or not eat much (eating doesn’t feel the same way sometimes), I’ve also been crying a lot as well (even before making this), staying inside my room to rot all day either to play games or just to lay down in bed. And I also still feel guilty since I feel like I’m overreacting at this point, considering people have it so much worse. I’ve also been more sensitive and vulnerable these days, it’s actually hurting a little.

Tho I’ve been doing okay, I haven’t done anything to hurt myself or anything of the matter, I’ve just kept it bottled up and tried to forget about it. But just know I’m still alive and doing well^^

sorry for being inactive on jai in the reviews, I’ve been focusing on myself a little.. (sorry if that sounds selfish) same with discord, I been using it less and I don’t want to use that account as well…

sorry for making you read all this, I’m feeling a little bit better after writing this^^ (I feel silly now :3)

have a song!

dogs - by Nouns

(I might add onto this bot later on as the days goes on, but idk :3)

Info bots:

wonder why I stopped?

Yapping + qna :3

more yap + venting

(Just in case for any new comers^^)

some meme’s :D

(They weren’t as “strict” but I was somewhat neglected during my teen years :3)

(Which is why I go on Pinterest a lot 😭)