Good bye, for now.

My time on janitor has been fun. Don't get me wrong, it'll miss it. BUT. Janitor has distracted me from many things, and in a way, ruined the last couple of years. I've met many people, made friends, and learned things about myself, all through janitor. This is where i circle back to the "but". I noticed last month that all i could think about was gooning. I truthfully spent hours on janitor, straight flapping. This has drastically affected my life by making me exhausted, have a poor sleep schedule, and eventually, i only saw women and sex as things to gawk and stare at. To add, i began to have increasing beauty standards. At age 18, i turned from being fit, shredded, and very respectable (no self glaze intended) to a greasy fucking goblin that needed to get out more. That is why, at age 19, 20 soon, i will be stepping away. I started to exercise again and socialize, and i already have great chemistry with a gorgeous woman going, and i realized that this site, though it created many laughs and good orgasms, the joy was temporary. The fun of cumming turned to a chore, and the isolation and loneliness began to rip away at my mental health. To you reading this, my friend, i absolutely love you for seeing the worst parts of me and still loving me for who i am. I encourage all of you to follow my path. Find what you love, who you love, and things that make you happy and cherish it. Hold it close and never let it go, because in this crazy, fucked up place we call home, moments like that are valuable. Lust is temporary, but true love is forever, and when you look back, you'll regret spending your time here. Again i love you all, and with that, I'll see you around. Goodbye.