how do i spell announcement

hey everyone
this is my first time actually talking here lol, and i just wanted to say thank you for 252 followers. seriously, it means a lot.

the people here are honestly so creative and real, i’m in awe. i haven’t interacted with many people - or any, i guess.

i wanted to let you all know that there won’t be any new bot making from me until May. even though i have a ton of ideas and stored bots (ahem… doberman x cat), i really need to focus on studying and just being better right now.

BIG YAP

i’m in my gap year trying to get into medical college, and life’s been tough, both mentally and physically.

i’ve already left most of the servers i was in, and now i’m planning to step away from this too. yeah, i’ve definitely got a dopamine addiction. it’s going to be hard, and i don’t really have much self-control, but maybe doing this will help.

Between still living at home and giving two 3-hour exams every week, which i’m not happy with how they’ve gone so far, i’ve already missed out on what my friends are doing in college, and the thought of moving , paying etc honestly scares me. but i still have to try. I hope i wont be 19 and the oldest person in uni.

if i don’t come back or make a new account by may, that probably means i’ve either failed my dreams or, passed and found some mental stability, or… still am fucked up.

i don’t know if anyone will even read this, but it’s okay.

just let me know if you guys can still use my bots if i delete this account. i really like my bots and think they’re cute, so it’ll hurt if they’re just gone.

and really, thank you to everyone who’s ever commented on my bots. i smile every single time, i swear.

(also, to the people i’ve tried to talk to, had awkward conversations with, or maybe made mad somehow - i’m sorry. i hope we can start fresh. i’ll try to be better, less shy, or at least figure out why i am the way i am… or who i am.)