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hi.

i didn't know how else to let everyone know except to write it out here, so here i go. there's no plan to this, so if it turns into more of a vent that a notice then i'm sorry. you obviously don't have to read this.

i'll be taking a break from bot making probably for the rest of june because i'm under a lot of academic pressure, i'm really afraid i might fail my second to last year before i can be free of this bullshit and it's been quite paralysing to be honest. on top of that, it feels like my mental health is poking fun at me because i don't know what in the world is going on with me. my moods go from a horrible one to another, i can barely push myself to do anything at all which adds to the overall stress and anxiety. i'm also very reliant on the people around me right now which feels absolutely horrible no matter their reassurances. it's like i've been thrown into this pit of despair out of nowhere again, it's scary and stressful.

i hope you can all understand this. happy pride month to everyone btw, you're all so valid and loved. i'll be back soon <3