Making some changes

Hey Starlings. If you've seen my profile before I posted this, then you may have noticed that my Bot form and all mentions of it are gone from it. That's because I've decided to abandon the requests, apologies to those who put one in. I'm gonna be honest, I've been struggling to create bots lately since I've been going via requests, which sapped my motivation. Everytime I looked at my requests and saw the new ones pop up, I didn't feel that same sense of joy that I felt when I started. Instead, I felt irritated. And I hated that. Because I love writing and I love making stories, and to have my love for writing be soiled with such negativity was something I couldn't stand. And, worse still, seeing other creators post bots made me feel bitter and resentful. "Why can't I post good bots like that? It's not fair. I could do better. Why can't I be popular like THEM?". Those thoughts disgusted me. Feeling so spiteful of a creator who was just doing what I was doing, Trying their hand at character creation, made me feel like a bitter failure. But I was scared to close my requests for good in fear of disappointing anyone and even considering quitting at being a creator because of the (admittedly, self imposed) pressure. But, looking at my one of my more popular bots that I made all by myself without a request, Now I know I don't have to follow the criteria of requests. I don't have to be jealous that other creators are doing so much better for "less". I don't have to beat myself up for not doing better. And I don't have to chain myself to a request to show the public my creativity. I can make whatever I want, whenever I want. So sorry to those who wanted to put in their requests, but I'm not doing that anymore. You can abandon my page and forget about me if you want but, I don't care anymore really. I want to make what I want. If that upsets you, then boo hoo. So, Expect some bots to come up later on. Love you guys, see you in the next bot!!~