You know...

You know the feeling when you write a long letter or message with all your negative thoughts, and then you just wipe it off completely after completing it? This is what just happened.I was concerned about my lack of sense of making bots, but after thinking about it, why should I even care?I am just a guy who makes goon material for gooners like me, and worrying about my bots not getting as popular as I want or getting judged for them being too weird is just so dumb. Like why would I genuinely give a fuck?Eventually, Janitor will die, and all my creations will die with it, so why worry about anything if everything is pointless? If everything is pointless, then I am able to do anything I want without a single worry because no matter what I do, the outcome will be the same.I am here to have fucking fun and get horny, why the fuck should I worry about anything on this website? My life is not going to depend on it.If I quit, I can be easily replaced by any other creator. Or if I don't create bots for some time, NOTHING will happen.All those concerns about trying to be better as if I am in some kind of race - BULLSHIT!Why should I worry about all those things when they do not actually matter? Like, this is just a random website.Things that actually matter are all the positive emotions that I feel. All the cool people I meet. I enjoy all the funny interactions I get with people in reviews. One, two, or three of my bots didn't get as successful as I wanted them? Well, fuck them then, the only thing I wasted was time, and I have plenty of that. I didn't lose anything that was actually worth something, so why get upset?Life is already fucking bullshit, why should I make it even worse for myself lol?If you did read all that, then thanks for listening. See you in the next bot someday, probably tomorrow.