hello all ー update

sorry for not making bots as of lately, i swear i have a few good explanations.

first of all, my mouse is broken, and since i do all my writing on my computer it's pretty difficult to write and post bots. there's a specific mouse i need or else it messes with my sensory

on top of all that i'm trying to better myself. i've gotten on new meds, which have helped tremendously with my drive to do things. plus, i'm trying to get into the gym so i can have better health.

i got stuck in this rut for a while when i had to swap meds; i was off them for a couple weeks and was just the worst person. i stopped showering, stopped talking to people and when i did i was an asshole, it was baddd.

then my mom decided to come back; long story short she's always been abscent. but she's sick, so it's a lot of conflicting feelings.

oh! also, i've got a consultation to start T, so that's good news. i'm really excited. i swapped pharmacies because my last one was christian-based and giving me a lot of problems.

i need opinions, i may make a seperate social for updates. good idea or no?

anyways, yeah, that's what's been going on. bots will be back when i get paid next and can order a new mouse.

the cat in the image is my cat, her name is midnight