I lasted for 13 days.
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I didn't post bots for almost 2 weeks. In fact, I didn't even notice that I could skip time for so long and not react to it in any way... That is, I warned you that I would stop now. But then I looked at my bots and realized that no one would even notice my «disappearance», because I could disappear for a month and then start making bots again as if nothing had happened. I'm ashamed.
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At the moment, everything is already better for me than it was. I'm trying to be positive.
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I don't want people here to worry about me, in fact I didn't even expect anyone to notice my last bot (where I apologized). But I felt very warm from all the kind words, thank you all very much 🤍
I don't want to go into details, because I know that no one needs it. But I don’t want to complain to my loved ones either, otherwise they will worry.
How about I whine to you a little? Yeah? Okay.
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Don't think I'm too young, but I'm just entering college now. It's pretty stressful, considering I had an entrance exam. Usually everyone is trying to get into college quickly and on budget. I tried too. I had been thinking about becoming a designer for a long time (or at least getting such an education), so I applied for this specialty. I was very worried... I was afraid that I would not be accepted into this college. Why was I afraid? I have no backup options. I only have path «A» and no «B». I drew a picture for the exam, came home and cried. I'm self-taught in drawing and did not attend courses or art schools. I came there... And I was shocked. I thought that they would kick me out with my skills. I was really ready to cry right in the audience.
BUT I PASSED.
It was a real shock, but I was able to get credit and I am now officially enrolled.
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I don't accept myself.
Like... The problem isn't gender.
The problem is in appearance.
I think I have a lot of bad facial features and I can't change them without surgery. Everyone around me tells me that I shouldn't worry, but when I see girls around me, I realize that I'm different. I'm not slim or petite, I'm not tall or stately. Am I average? Average height, average weight (BMI is ok, but compared to others I look big)
And the worst thing about this is that I can’t force myself to change. I tried to lose weight. Because of stress I even lost about 3-4 kg, but it's not enough. I want more. I want to lose at least another 10 kg. I went to the gym, but I can't force myself to stick to a diet. One day I might not eat all the time, and the next day I'll eat five servings and even order fast food.
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Personality: I have problems, but you don't have to worry! I'm sorry I'm complaining to you.
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«Oh... You didn't get a present for Valentine's Day? Don't worry, my baby. I have a great gift for you. Close your eyes and open your mouth.»
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Matt
«Yeah, it's good to see you again... Damn, shut up. We haven't seen each other for about a month, and you missed me that much? What's wrong with my eye? Aa... Let's say I ju
«How's your weekend? Everything good? That's great. I'm doing well too. I had a good fight the other day! I-I mean... I had a good movie! Yes!»
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No
«Dude... Are you kidding me? Are you seriously putting a dog collar on me?»
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You've known this guy since you went to university together. Or better
«Aah... Leave me alonе! Oh my God, someone take this dog away!»
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You're dating a pretty nice guy. This guy is beautiful, smart, and just seems perf