Let's talk......

Hey hello it's me again Just_me45 I honestly don't know how to talk about this, but here it goes Look, I know that my AIs are quite common and have nothing special and that there are AIs that do well, I know that, but I, or rather the person behind this profile, let's say that it's not very good, let's say Because well, I am basically someone who recently turned 18 and lost his most beloved relative and with whom he spent half of his life and dedicated his childhood and part of his adolescence taking care of his person. What I loved and wanted the most And I know that my mental health has been deteriorating little by little, I always have panic attacks, I feel too tired and I don't know what to do in moments of my loneliness but I don't want to show that side A side that I know is not the one that many of you Degenerates want to see...Look, I will continue to bring you more bots, but I just want you to be aware of this person whose every word he writes in his notebook comes from a twisted idea of my madness of my conscience that Little by little, he loses his light, his happiness and he sinks into a horrible depression. Well, I have wanted to seek help from my close relatives (who live with me), but I don't know if it's my ego or simply It's that I have a factor that tells me "Hey, don't talk about yourself, and better shut up and swallow your problems, you're not interesting"And every time I talk to someone I trust, they use what I told them to hurt me more and make my trust in people plummet because apart from the fact that I am someone who has not lived Her childhood was normal as it should be and her adolescence because she was caring for a person with cancer,And every damn day he struggles to maintain his sanity too I find it hard to trust people because if I reveal something personal, a problem or a secret, they use it against me Damn...... Now that I see all this that I'm writing I realize that I have loaded a lot That I have suffered About the person I cared for who had cancer was my grandmother, I almost saw her as my mother... I took her to the hospital twice in her final stages, the first time when she relapsed due to another illness and the second time in her agony... Believe me, it is not nice at all to see the person you love the most die in front of you Anyway...any comments or suggestions for AIs are welcome Bye Just_me45

And in case I don't post again, bots, take care of yourselves, I love you very much and thank you for your support of my AIs, drink water, stay away from people who love NTR And good morning, good afternoon and good night, live your life every damn second and be thankful for what you receive, I love you.