The future...

Hello.

Right now, I'm going to be as honest as possible. I've been frustrated for some time now. Since that Kars bot, I feel like the engagement is bad, in a way that makes me feel like shit. Bot after bot, I end up with this sensation in my heart, as if what I made wasn't enough. I go through a lot of time to think of something that is original and makes sense with the character. And because I don't have a Discord server, everything is harder to do. We don't communicate, the majority of you don't comment, and also the same majority of you don't use the bots I do. I have 550 followers. Yet in the last bot, only 96 or so people opened a chat. And I just don't understand it. I'm not saying the whole 550 people should open a chat, but not even the 20% did open a chat.

And considering the lack of communication, sometimes I feel like I'm very fucking alone (apart from all the friends I have in Discord, which I love you all ❤️). I don't know what I did wrong, I don't know what from the bots you guys are not liking. And if I can't learn from my mistakes, I can't improve. And it's not like I changed anything from the formula that gave me the most used bots of my profile. They're not different from what I've been making lately. Is it the lack of good answers from JLLM? Is it the type of topics I touch in my bots? Is variety wrong and I should make the same characters over and over again? Are my bots too easy that the people who use it bore themselves fast of it?

I see the trending page of malebots, and I don't notice a big difference of topics, or of tokens, between those and my bots. Is everyone busy nowadays? We're days before the anime of Steel Ball Run. These numbers don't correlate with the hype from the community. When did I get boring, if I did?

Fuck it, I'll say it. I'm having better engagement in this other site. Proportionally, I even have more followers there than here. I don't know if it's the LLM, if it's the overall public there, but I am actually more appreciated. I even upload each 2 days, just reposting, and I still have better engagement there than here. How? How is it possible? There aren't even customized tags, so it means if you write "JJBA" or "jojos", my bots won't appear. The only thing that appears are the names of the characters. It frustrates me, not only how I'm simply reposting, but also how my content can't be so shared, and I still have more engagement there.

So thanks to all of this, I decided to make a Google Form. For what? To hear you. To interact with all of you. Because I refuse to surrender. To let this community down, even when I'm not in my best moment. So I wish you the best, and I'll say it again:

I'm not retiring.

The link to the form: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSes0URvvYAUZMKl-1NUYKGAqLFgItnFgZcT03f-vEL-2Y2ODA/viewform?usp=preview

The link to the other site in case you're tired of the JLLM: HERE

I strongly suggest you to fill the form, as it will determine the future of my profile. Honesty is key. And don't say things just to make me feel better. The truth is always more appreciated than a sweet lie.

Have an amazing day everyone! I wish you the best, and I'll see you again ❤️