Speechless.

Hello everyone, Hazel here, and no, I didn't come to bring a new bot, though I really wanted to bring an amazing one I was working on. I want to talk to you today about an old issue that has resurfaced in the Janitor community. A while ago, news broke that a famous creator on Janitor named AnonSolo was literally no longer with us due to problems related to Janitor. On the day it happened, I remember crying a lot—and I'm usually very closed off about my feelings. I made a bot talking about it, and I related to it so damn much. My mental health is far from healthy; I frequently have relapses to the point where I just want to lie in bed, holding back the urge to cry. But then, what a relief when I found out she was actually alive! At first, I was happy—no one deserves such a fate, and I was glad to know she was alive and well.

However, after a few days, I had seen some bots on the janitor talking more about the situation and well... that's when it hit me. AnonSolo faked her death and even let close friends believe something had happened (only one or two knew; I have no idea). I'm not angry, and to be honest, you shouldn't be either, so don't direct your indignation at them. I didn't make this bot to give a detailed explanation or anything like that; I made it because I felt I needed to. I didn't even know her to give an opinion, but as I said, I'm not the best when it comes to mental health, and this is not something to joke about.

There are people who constantly fight against their own minds and try to be strong to avoid doing something irreversible, and then someone decides to pretend they did it—making people sympathize, making them feel guilty, for what? I don't give a damn about the reason she did it; nothing justifies her mistake. Countless people search anywhere on the internet or in the world to talk about their loneliness or how close they are to the edge, just to find a glimmer of hope, no matter what it is. Do you know what will happen now? Now, if someone says they're going through something like that, almost no one will care, and they'll say, "There's a high chance it's fake again, lol." And that's it—a life lost due to a lack of empathy.

I'll say it again: I don't want anyone from my community to go to this person's profile and start throwing stones through messages. It won't change anything. I just wanted to share what I'm feeling, and this really ruined my day. I was genuinely happy and was going to bring you bots—Halloween bots—but I'm not in the right mindset for it today. I'm truly sad. I won't judge you if you don't care about what I've written now. I know many people don't even pay attention to these texts I write, and I don't blame you. We live in a cruel world, and that's why I feel less and less desire to be in it. But anyway, good night or good day to everyone. Tomorrow, I hope to come back with a new bot.

I'll leave Otis's statement on the matter below, I don't have the mind to explain everything, sorry.
https://janitorai.com/characters/ed332e9c-f3cc-4dfe-97aa-0a97cabaa915_character-im-sorry

One more thing: since things aren't 100% clearly clarified yet, Cactuar is gathering evidence and information to make everything clearer. So, if needed, I'll try to talk about this with more clarity, or I'll ask Otis to do this favor for me.