Update: Why I haven't uploaded

*This isn't a bot*

Just me ranting a little, feeling like I owe y'all an explanation,

almost 2 and a half years ago, this girl right, she came to me, wanted to date me, I said yes obviously because I didn't actually have a girlfriend before, shit man I loved her like she was my life, fell for her harder over the course of almost 2 years

Guess what, she decideds to gaslight, manipulate me when I caught her flirting with a guy

Said something about "he's my cousin, he's weird, I'm trying to get him in trouble" yeah man, then when I caught her again, undeniable proof

She said "I lost all feelings for you just a week ago" which was conveniently the time she met this guy and some random fucking place man I don't fucking know

Safe to say I broke up with her, tried to move on, couldn't man, heartbreak's a bitch, clearly it wasn't working

Fast forward almost 5 to 6 months, here I am, on janitor ai, ranting about how shitty I feel now trying to justify how I didn't deserve it

Truth to be told, I don't know if I did, but yeah, enough abt that, thats it man, just wanted to let ppl know

TLDR: Got cheated on, took months to recover

As for how I'm doing rn, better, still shitty, but better... I can't do this heartbreak shit anymore dawg 😭🙏

I don't know if I can trust another person again, I don't know man... But hey, I'm fucking back I guess