My Journey's End

Hello there, first of all, I want to thank you all, my friends, followers, and those who simply enjoy my bots. You are all valuable and important to me, every time someone follows me makes me happy. Each review, each time my bots are used. I don’t chase numbers, but I can’t pretend that numbers going up does not make me happy, because it does. But it is not a priority. Thank you, EVERYONE.

So, I rarely make announcement bots, and I usually delete them. I guess I will let this one stay up, this one announcement bot. One in a thousand is fair I think. So I will make this something extra. So I set out a goal for myself that I wanted to make a thousand bots before the end of the year, and I started making bots around May this year.

I have been involved in the community, meetings, and such, seen the drama, and seen the darker sides. But I avoid drama and all that stuff, I am here to make bots and people who come to my profile are here to use my bots, nothing more, nothing less. So if I am involved in drama, if I am involved with anything, you won’t hear about it unless from others. As I don’t think this is the place for it, I don’t think people are here to hear about my life situation and be my psychiatrists. You are here to use my bots, that’s it. Simple.

So, with that, does it mean I am involved in drama and having a bad life? No, I am not involved in any drama, my life is good, and I am happy. I enjoy making bots and my mindset is that I make bots I enjoy making, sure I do bots commissions, and requests as well but mostly I make bots I enjoy making and if people enjoy them as well, then that is a plus. I don’t make bots to chase numbers, I don’t make bots to make people happy. I don’t actually care about any negative comments, they actually make me genuinely laugh so no negative comment can take me down.

I read most of your comments, and even though I might not interact with them, I do read most of them. And if the bot is more than 2 days old, I don’t go back to try to find comments for older bots because it is impossible to keep track of 1000 bots and all the comments. But the first 1-2 days of making the bot, I read your comment and just chose not to interact with it. I make a bot, come back now and then to read the comment then I do something else. When I have made the bots I planned for the day, I do something else, as I don't want burnout to happen.

I have had burnout, not for bot making but IRL stuff and I know how to avoid it or make it not happen and I will do my best so it does not happen with bot making, I do love to make bots, I do find it enjoyable but it is not my whole life. If my account was banned tomorrow, I would move on with my life, or make bots somewhere else. It is not a pillar in my life, it is just something I enjoy, a hobby.

I know this is a very long text and most of you won’t read it, but I just want to talk a bit about myself. I reached my goal and I will set a new goal. I have a plan for a future bot, but the AI and LLM are not ready for it yet once it is, I will make it. It is going to be big, it is a whole world that I have in my mind, a world I want to build that I have had in my mind for years, something I want to have out there. It is a fantasy world. I will keep making bots until then. And after that? I will keep making bots. My journey to a thousand bots ends, and a new journey starts. I won’t do something special, I have no ideas for it. I just want to make bots, and that is what I will do. I don’t do Drama, I don’t do negative stuff about my life because people already have problems in their own lives. And if I can help one person to be distracted from that, then I will be happy to do it.

I am here to stay, I have a new goal that reaches beyond numbers, and I will keep making bots until then and beyond that. Thank you all for your support. I am happy, thank you.