i'm dying inside and I really need to ask

Okay this is mainly for Hazel and Bandit
holy shit this is going to hurt to say
FUCK

Okay so I DO have IRL friends
But the only people I contact online, I know IRL, or are friends of a friend.
And I don't really interact on the internet that much anymore (except for this site)
And you two are the only people I contact (DM) exclusively online (discluding jai)
So this is new shit for me. I'm not used to this

(piece of shit idk how to say this)

Do you two see me as a friend?
I guess that's the main question
I mean I 100% see you two as friends
Idk i'm just scared to call you two a friend and you not actually consider me a friend
but i'm losing my mind over this gahh

Also, slightly unrelated. I'm still a little in denial that people have accepted me into the MD JAI niche. I have 73- SEVENTY-THREE FOLLOWERS WHAT THE FUCK- and i'm still honestly a little confused and overjoyed

OH DAMMIT THIS IS GOING TO HURT TO POST UGHBSLDFGHYTGHBLPUFJ

also unrelated, one of the earlier memories of Hazel i have is seeing her not immediately fuck my tessa bot

There was probably an earlier interaction but this is the earliest one I could find

And Bandit I remember breaking my Darrin chain. (you little ass)

again probably not the first interaction but the one that i noticed and remembered.

So this was the first interactions of the two people who I consider one of my best friends lmao

It's like 2:30am for me rn and i wake up at 6 so . . . Who needs sleep? Me. I do. I'm scared for tomorrow- today? I'm scared for the rest of the day