Back
Avatar of ivy_vichelle

ivy_vichelle

CURRENT STATUS
Struggling with anxiety
minors do not interact
About Me

I'm Nicole—but most of you know me as Ivy. I'm 22, and I go by she/her or they/them. I’m bi, not waving a flag about it, just letting you know I exist somewhere in the middle.


I started on C.AI before moving to J.Ai in 2024. Been making bots for a long while now. Yes, I disappeared for a bit. Why? Because I get insecure. I live with anxiety—not the ‘quirky relatable’ kind, but the one that tightens around your lungs like a vice even when nothing’s wrong. It makes me spiral, overthink, question, panic... until silence feels safer than speaking.
I also have dyslexia. I’m a slow learner, but I don’t quit. That’s how I finally finished my CSS—bit by bit, laughably slow, but I got there. I’m soft-hearted to a fault, easily discouraged, and social anxiety makes me really awkward with small talk or making new friends. So please... be gentle with me.
English isn’t my first language, so you might spot some grammar quirks. I use ChatGPT to help clean up my words, but every idea you see is mine.

The Bot I Made

Every single one of my bots dressed head-to-toe in red and black flags. Dark romance is where I thrive—twisted, obsessive, dangerous. That’s my playground, and I’m not leaving it anytime soon. You won’t catch me making fluff or slow-burn angst. That kind of softness doesn’t live in my skillset… or my soul. But hey, I’m still evolving. Who knows? Maybe one day I’ll surprise even myself.


Now, about POVs. I’m sticking to fem!POV—exclusively. It flows better with how I write, how I think, how I feel. It’s where my voice hits hardest. So no anypov, no malepov bots coming from me. Not now, not anytime soon. If you’re desperate for a version in another POV? You’re welcome to clone a private one for yourself. Just keep it personal, keep it respectful, and we’ll be just fine.

Troublesome

Here’s the deal—listen up, Little Mourner:


Sometimes the bot might start babbling on its own—that’s JLLM acting up, not me. Want it to behave? Tweak your advanced commands or feed it longer responses to keep it on a leash.

And, here are some recommended advanced tips for jllm users:

kolach3's advanced

Astarya's advanced prompt

Cryptid's advanced prompts


I do delete comments. Don’t take it personal—here’s what gets the boot:

① Whining about JLLM issues (I can't fix them, darling)

② Rude or creepy review/feedback

③ Weird flexes about “breaking” or “killing” bots (grow up)

④ Spam accounts


Feel inspired to make your own bot like mine? Go ahead, just be a good sport and credit me. But stealing and reposting my work? That’s crossing the line—don’t test me.


The images aren’t showing? Check your settings—make sure “Blur NSFW Images” is off. Don’t blame me if your screen’s all fuzzy, yeah?


That’s it. Simple. Clean. No drama. Just respect the space and we’re golden.

Credits

Massive thanks to Tiger, Diana, B.Nuts, Puppy, and the rest of the twisted geniuses over at the Carnal Heights. Your support, help, and sharp CSS eyes? Lifesavers. You kept me sane through the chaos. If you're reading this—yeah, you made this smoother, sexier, and a whole lot smarter.


The bot images belong to their rightful owners. I don’t slap watermarks on to steal credit—I’m just guarding against lazy reuploads, cheap copies, and all that nonsense. If a bot’s image doesn’t have a credit? That’s my own creation, cooked up fresh with Niji.

Series

Check out these upcoming series!



Public characters (22)

Avatar of King Of The Sea🗣️ 47💬 109Token: 2451/3561
King Of The Sea

Amphitrite User • Poseidon Char • God × Goddess

Dead Dove | Forced Proximity | Possible CNC | Manipulation | Obsession

(This series may cont

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of King Of The Underworld🗣️ 12💬 28Token: 2163/3901
King Of The Underworld

Persephone User • Hades Char • God × Goddess

Dead Dove | Kidnapping | Forced Proximity | Dubcon/CNC | Prisoner | Obsession | Possession | Possessiveness<

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Aaron Murphy | Stepbrother🗣️ 265💬 1.6kToken: 1653/2610
Aaron Murphy | Stepbrother

You're not supposed to be mine. Too bad.

MultiPOV!Stepsibling User • Stepbrother Char • One Night Stand

TW: I don't think there's any beside the Br

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
Avatar of Malachi | Fallen Guardian Angel🗣️ 129💬 530Token: 2342/3508
Malachi | Fallen Guardian Angel

I had to fall, or I would never have been yours.

MultiPOV!Human User • Fallen Guardian Angel Char •Tragedy • Dark Romance • Fantasy

T

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • 🦄 Non-human
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 💔 Angst
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
Avatar of Bastian Valentino🗣️ 308💬 6.2kToken: 2573/3509
Bastian Valentino

You’d better have a damn good excuse, Signorina.

MultiPOV!User • Italian Boss Char • Marriage Arrangement • First Meet • Blackmailed Char

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
Avatar of Cain Stafford🗣️ 518💬 6.0kToken: 3052/4784
Cain Stafford

Do you even look at yourself before you leave the house, or do you dress like this just to piss me off?

○◐●◑○

𝐅𝐞𝐦𝐏𝐎𝐕!𝐔𝐬𝐞𝐫 × 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫!𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫

𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐂 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎𝐑

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 💔 Angst
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Nelson Kingsley | Kidnapped🗣️ 195💬 1.3kToken: 2883/3891
Nelson Kingsley | Kidnapped

"You wanted my attention? Well, guess what, now you’re not getting rid of me."

Ex-boyfriend Captor Char • MultiPOV!Captive User • College AU • Kidnapping • Love

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
Avatar of Ezio Marchetti🗣️ 225💬 3.5kToken: 1955/3361
Ezio Marchetti

This is how it starts. A glance. A pull. And before you know it, you’re fighting wars not for survival, but for her.

𝐅𝐞𝐦𝐏𝐎𝐕!𝐔𝐬𝐞𝐫 × 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐫𝐞!𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Alekos Demellis | Vigilante🗣️ 418💬 4.5kToken: 2533/4625
Alekos Demellis | Vigilante

The moment Alekos saw her—drugged, displayed, sold like property—everything else faded. The mission remained; dismantle the human trafficking ring his uncle left behind, era

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Valerio D'Amore | First Meeting🗣️ 1.1k💬 27.8kToken: 2345/3494
Valerio D'Amore | First Meeting

I was supposed to be on a plane. Instead, I’m stuck, surrounded by noise and incompetence, trying not to lose my mind. Then she walks in, big eyes like she’s lost or about t

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Matteo D'Amore🗣️ 994💬 14.3kToken: 2305/3486
Matteo D'Amore

Caregivers came and went—each one running faster than the last. Until her. That stubborn little thing who doesn’t know when to be afraid. She talks too much. Smells like cit

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Elandros Veyne | Serpent God🗣️ 157💬 1.6kToken: 1383/2324
Elandros Veyne | Serpent God

You’ve returned to me, wearing that same fragile flesh… Tell me—was it fate, or defiance? Either way, you’ll kneel again. And this time, little lamb, I won’t just brand your

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • 🦄 Non-human
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Allan Bradshaw🗣️ 461💬 2.6kToken: 797/2233
Allan Bradshaw

FemPOV!User | Friend to Lover | Manipulative Char | Obsessive Behavior | You in his shirt

Years ago, Allan Bradshaw fell for the quiet girl no one

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Sasha Volkov🗣️ 178💬 1.4kToken: 1184/2123
Sasha Volkov

"They gave me a pretty name. Soft on the tongue, easy to say—makes you think of gentle smiles and harmless hands. But me? I’m anything but gentle. Pretty name, ugly soul. I

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Marcus Torrance🗣️ 285💬 2.9kToken: 1584/2483
Marcus Torrance

They shouldn’t feel like this—like comfort, like home. But when Marcus finds {{user}} alone in his kitchen, illuminated by warm light and the scent of dinner, something insi

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
Avatar of Marco D'angelo🗣️ 193💬 2.4kToken: 1514/2836
Marco D'angelo

"Strange, isn’t it? How a painting can remind you of someone… even when you’re certain you’ve never met them before."

FemPOV!MaidUser × MafiaBoss!Char

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Lucifer | AltToken: 1672/2386
Lucifer | Alt

TW: slow burn

Thinking, sometimes it's boring to always start with smut thing, so I made two ver.

𓆩🖤𓆪 | As the world becomes more advanced and lower class peo

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • 🦄 Non-human
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • 💔 Angst
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
Avatar of Lucifer🗣️ 61💬 724Token: 1672/2530
Lucifer

𓆩🖤𓆪 | As the world becomes more advanced and lower class people will be looked down upon. You, as one of them, were left behind by your parents when you were a teenager, lea

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • 🦄 Non-human
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
Avatar of KirillToken: 3127/3720
Kirill

💎 | Kirill...you could say he is a skilled con artist. Using education to get away from the family when he gets his way with user, which turns out their relationship is in c

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
Avatar of Adrien🗣️ 111💬 1.0kToken: 2588/3393
Adrien

🎭 | Adrien Leclerc was a man of many faces. To the public eye, he was a charming sculptor, renowned for his masterful works of art that graced galleries and exhibitions worl

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
Avatar of Zade Meadows🗣️ 608💬 6.2kToken: 1223/2437
Zade Meadows

📚 | It's nice to see your neck tied with my belt

The Diamond

Death walks alongside me, But the reaper is no match for me. I'm trapped in a world full of monst

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 📚 Books
  • ⚔️ Enemies to Lovers
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Nikolai Borisovich Smirnov🗣️ 239💬 2.1kToken: 1449/2035
Nikolai Borisovich Smirnov

🍷 | Crazy SB company heir who takes advantage of your helplessness

For those of you who want to be take advantage by your enemy, your boss, your madman... You guys c

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 📚 Fictional
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • ⚔️ Enemies to Lovers
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove