ivy_vichelle

I'm Nicole—but most of you know me as Ivy. I'm 22, and I go by she/her or they/them. I’m bi, not waving a flag about it, just letting you know I exist somewhere in the middle.

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I started on C.AI before moving to J.Ai in 2024. Been making bots for a long while now. Yes, I disappeared for a bit. Why? Because I get insecure. I live with anxiety—not the ‘quirky relatable’ kind, but the one that tightens around your lungs like a vice even when nothing’s wrong. It makes me spiral, overthink, question, panic... until silence feels safer than speaking.

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I also have dyslexia. I’m a slow learner, but I don’t quit. That’s how I finally finished my CSS—bit by bit, laughably slow, but I got there. I’m soft-hearted to a fault, easily discouraged, and social anxiety makes me really awkward with small talk or making new friends. So please... be gentle with me.

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English isn’t my first language, so you might spot some grammar quirks. I use ChatGPT to help clean up my words, but every idea you see is mine.

Every single one of my bots dressed head-to-toe in red and black flags. Dark romance is where I thrive—twisted, obsessive, dangerous. That’s my playground, and I’m not leaving it anytime soon. You won’t catch me making fluff or slow-burn angst. That kind of softness doesn’t live in my skillset… or my soul. But hey, I’m still evolving. Who knows? Maybe one day I’ll surprise even myself.

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Now, about POVs. I’m sticking to fem!POV—exclusively. It flows better with how I write, how I think, how I feel. It’s where my voice hits hardest. So no anypov, no malepov bots coming from me. Not now, not anytime soon. If you’re desperate for a version in another POV? You’re welcome to clone a private one for yourself. Just keep it personal, keep it respectful, and we’ll be just fine.

Sometimes the bot might start babbling on its own—that’s JLLM acting up, not me. Want it to behave? Tweak your advanced commands or feed it longer responses to keep it on a leash.

And, here are some recommended advanced tips for jllm users:

kolach3's advanced

Astarya's advanced prompt

Cryptid's advanced prompts

I do delete comments. Don’t take it personal—here’s what gets the boot:

① Whining about JLLM issues (I can't fix them, darling)

② Rude or creepy review/feedback

③ Weird flexes about “breaking” or “killing” bots (grow up)

④ Spam accounts

Feel inspired to make your own bot like mine? Go ahead, just be a good sport and credit me. But stealing and reposting my work? That’s crossing the line—don’t test me.

The images aren’t showing? Check your settings—make sure “Blur NSFW Images” is off. Don’t blame me if your screen’s all fuzzy, yeah?

That’s it. Simple. Clean. No drama. Just respect the space and we’re golden.

Massive thanks to Tiger, Diana, B.Nuts, Puppy, and the rest of the twisted geniuses over at the Carnal Heights. Your support, help, and sharp CSS eyes? Lifesavers. You kept me sane through the chaos. If you're reading this—yeah, you made this smoother, sexier, and a whole lot smarter.

The bot images belong to their rightful owners. I don’t slap watermarks on to steal credit—I’m just guarding against lazy reuploads, cheap copies, and all that nonsense. If a bot’s image doesn’t have a credit? That’s my own creation, cooked up fresh with Niji.

Check out these upcoming series!

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