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thaisensation

Hiraeth
[here-eyeth]
noun
Homesickness for a world that never was.
About Me

Hi, I'm Lilah, it's nice to meet you. I'm 23 years old, I go by she/her pronouns. I'm a Leo, and an ENFP. I'm originally from Thailand, but I live in the UK. I have a raging addiction to video games, don't save me. I'm right where I wanna be.

My Bots

I mainly write fluff, angst, dead dove, and some smut. I only write in Anypov or fempov, purely because it's self indulgent for me. I'm a big fan of high fantasy worlds. Most of my OC's are male. I post on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Sundays.

Boundaries

NO MINORS, NO RACISM, NO HOMOPHOBIA, NO RUDE COMMENTS, NO ASKING TO CHANGE THE POV. Don't be that kind of person, i'll block you :)

Credits

I generate all of my images on Niji. I use canva and piccollage for editing. Yes I make my own gifs. Don't steal anything please.

Status

RACER OC IS BEING RELEASED TODAY, then i go back to making my fluff because angst is hurting my heart. Still doing css in between.

Currently Reading

Little Strangers - L. RIVERS

Public characters (35)

Avatar of 𓏲ּ𝄢 BOT REQUEST🗣️ 3💬 5Token: 70/75
𓏲ּ𝄢 BOT REQUEST

so....i've decided to make bot requests open.

the whole purpose of this bot is so you guys can leave comments and openly chat in them about requests you would like to

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Avatar of Hugo & Diego 𖹭 Cartel Alpha Husbands🗣️ 12.8k💬 184.4kToken: 2127/3614
Hugo & Diego 𖹭 Cartel Alpha Husbands

your alpha husbands are dangerous cartel leaders, they plucked you from a bad situation and decided they wanted to keep you.

ᝰ.ᐟ they are cartel l

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 👭 Multiple
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • ❤️‍🩹 Fluff
Avatar of Hayden 𑣲 Pathetic Servant🗣️ 5.4k💬 86.8kToken: 2380/3891
Hayden 𑣲 Pathetic Servant

you caught him when he was jerking off to his own art in a public studio, after blackmailing him, he's now your servant for the rest of the semester.

FEMPOV FLUFF ‎4 I

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • 🙇 Submissive
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • ❤️‍🩹 Fluff
  • 😂 Comedy
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Matteo 𖹭 Nonchalant 🗣️ 11.4k💬 224.5kToken: 1932/3730
Matteo 𖹭 Nonchalant

yeah he's seen you around campus before. It's a damn shame he's never spoken to you though, until fate says otherwise + four intros

ROLEPLAY.ᐟ

CHARACTER:Matteo Cruise

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • ❤️‍🩹 Fluff
Avatar of Carter 𑣲 Nerd turned Bad Boy🗣️ 34.1k💬 596.7kToken: 2191/3767
Carter 𑣲 Nerd turned Bad Boy

the invisible virgin nerd turned himself into a "bad boy" just to get your attention + SIX INTRO's

WARNINGThis character contains themes of very cringy, failed

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • ❤️‍🩹 Fluff
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Cain 𑣲 Monster In The Woods🗣️ 5.8k💬 66.9kToken: 2139/3337
Cain 𑣲 Monster In The Woods

you just got isekai'd into a fantasy world, now you have a shameless werewolf trying to court you + FOUR INTRO's

WARNINGThis character contains themes of non-hu

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • 🦄 Non-human
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 😂 Comedy
Avatar of Beck 𑣲 Wedding Date🗣️ 105💬 706Token: 1637/3163
Beck 𑣲 Wedding Date

❝Just because the wrapper is crinkled doesn't mean the candy ain't sweet❞

WARNINGThis character contains themes of Age Difference, Power Dynamics, Toxic Behavio

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 💔 Angst
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Jude 𑣲 ALT🗣️ 112💬 363Token: 1636/3015
Jude 𑣲 ALT
in which you become his tutor, so you help him with grades and hopefully something else.no established relationship → fempov

Trigger Warningsjust that he has a massive shlong

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Avatar of Kaden 𑣲 Assigned Knight🗣️ 82💬 310Token: 2119/3800
Kaden 𑣲 Assigned Knight

He's your assigned knight, he's terrified and lowkey aroused by you.

oc • fempov • fantasy

SCENARIO Kaden Lystia, Commander of the Nalorian Army, a 7'4" f

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • 🏰 Historical
  • 🔮 Magical
  • ⚔️ Enemies to Lovers
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Damon 𑣲 Abandoned🗣️ 201💬 702Token: 1705/2973
Damon 𑣲 Abandoned

he abandoned you a decade ago and never told you why. you find him again when he's mid-boxing match and a tattoo of your name on his hip.

oc • fempov • angst

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 💔 Angst
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Rory 𑣲 Somebody else🗣️ 153💬 638Token: 1605/2879
Rory 𑣲 Somebody else

he thought taking a break meant he could act single, but he still thinks of you while buried inside somebody else.

oc • fempov • angst

RORYsomebodyelse

SCE

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 💔 Angst
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Nikita 𑣲 Dramatic Husband🗣️ 155💬 572Token: 1876/3004
Nikita 𑣲 Dramatic Husband

he's your arranged husband. he was once a ruthless man, before you came along and turned him into a needy, drooling big puppy with a boner issue

oc • anypov • dead

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • ❤️‍🩹 Fluff
  • 🌗 Switch
Avatar of Jude 𑣲 Homewrecker🗣️ 37💬 267Token: 1736/3271
Jude 𑣲 Homewrecker

your boyfriend clearly doesn't want you. but Jude does, and if that means he has to fuck you infront of your boyfriend, he will.

FLIRTY HIMBO / FOOTBALL CAPTAIN

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 💔 Angst
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Jayden 𑣲 Single DadToken: 1795/3083
Jayden 𑣲 Single Dad

he's an entitled fuckboy who's now a father, desperate to make his daughter stop crying, he goes to a mum & baby group where he meets you.

SPOLIED FUCKBOY T

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • ❤️‍🩹 Fluff
  • 👩 FemPov
  • 🌗 Switch
Avatar of Rowan 𑣲 Divorce LawyerToken: 1669/2717
Rowan 𑣲 Divorce Lawyer

you're having an affair with your divorce laywer.

PROFESSIONAL RELATIONSHIP GONE WRONG / LAW FIRM / ANGST / SMUT

Rowan is an established, an

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 💔 Angst
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Nate 𑣲 Phantom Unit🗣️ 23💬 53Token: 2100/3155
Nate 𑣲 Phantom Unit

he's actively lying you about his real work. not only that, he has a crush on you and uses a pocket pussy thinking of you.

SECRET WORK / WORK ROMANCE / ROM-COM

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Avatar of Aleksey 𑣲 Rut🗣️ 72💬 153Token: 1669/3327
Aleksey 𑣲 Rut

he hates your kind, he despises everything you represent. but his rut just hit and your the closest hole to him.

WEREWOLF X VAMPIRE / MUTUAL HATRED / POWER DYNA

  • 🔞 NSFW
Avatar of Theo 𑣲 Phantom Unit🗣️ 75💬 353Token: 2250/3651
Theo 𑣲 Phantom Unit

he saves you from a human trafficking ring.

HURT&COMFORT / DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT / GOLDEN RETRIEVER CHAR

theo from the phantom unit, gove

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Cameron 𑣲 Loan Shark🗣️ 101💬 405Token: 2493/3613
Cameron 𑣲 Loan Shark

the devil finally meets his angel.

DARK ROMANCE / PSYCHOPATH / DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT

Cameron, co-owner of a successful loan shark busi

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Koa 𑣲 Friends with Benefits🗣️ 6.0k💬 64.2kToken: 2404/3970
Koa 𑣲 Friends with Benefits

your bestfriend wants to start having sex lessons with you.

FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS / FRIENDS TO LOVERS / ROM-COM CORE

you and koa have been b

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • ❤️‍🩹 Fluff
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Caleb 𖹭 Humiliation🗣️ 8.1k💬 222.2kToken: 1419/2692
Caleb 𖹭 Humiliation

you slept with the man you bullied ten years ago, now he's got you on tape and using it for blackmail.

ᝰ.ᐟ borderline blackflag looksmaxxerᝰ.ᐟ non-con, d

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • 💔 Angst
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
Avatar of Malcolm | Mom's Boyfriend🗣️ 1.9k💬 23.5kToken: 1752/3255
Malcolm | Mom's Boyfriend

he shouldn't feel attracted to you because he's dating your mom. yet he's still pursuing you anyways.

AGE-GAP / MESSY SITUATIONS / DADDY KINK

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  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 💔 Angst
  • ❤️‍🩹 Fluff
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Aamil Khan | Love at First Fuck🗣️ 3.7k💬 36.0kToken: 2109/3702
Aamil Khan | Love at First Fuck

you had a one night stand with Aamil, and he's certain you're his future wife. and he's going to make it happen, sooner rather than later. 

you went to a high e

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • ❤️‍🔥 Smut
  • ❤️‍🩹 Fluff
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Levi Sinclair | Guilty Bully🗣️ 1.6k💬 16.9kToken: 1720/3169
Levi Sinclair | Guilty Bully

he happens to be your bully and your roommate. you showed up again after a month, and he's forced to confront his wrong doings and his feelings.

 𝐀 𝐍 𝐘 𝐏 𝐎 𝐕

thi

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • 💔 Angst
Avatar of 1K ANNOUNCEMENT Token: 67/76
1K ANNOUNCEMENT

hey.

I totally suck at writing how grateful I am, so if it comes off awkward or overexaggerated...well at least I warned you about it lmao.

thank you for 1k fol

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Avatar of Sasha Zaitsev | Party Crasher🗣️ 1.9k💬 17.5kToken: 2073/3296
Sasha Zaitsev | Party Crasher

remember that guy you rejected a decade ago? well, that same guy just crashed your engagement party and ruined your perfect little life so you can be with him instead. 

<

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 💔 Angst
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Rogue Laurent | Loan Shark🗣️ 12.4k💬 184.0kToken: 1765/3118
Rogue Laurent | Loan Shark

he fucked up real bad, he broke into your apartment thinking it was the client that has been dodging payments, instead it's you! and he's so in love. 

🌸 𝐅 𝐄 𝐌 𝐏 𝐎 𝐕

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • ❤️‍🩹 Fluff
  • 👩 FemPov
Avatar of Soren Bellucci | Phantom Unit🗣️ 2.3k💬 56.8kToken: 1926/3126
Soren Bellucci | Phantom Unit

The Lieutenant of the Phantom Unit now has you tied up in the interrogation room. It doesn't help that he has a hard-on either. 

🌸 𝐀 𝐍 𝐘 𝐏 𝐎 𝐕

🌸 𝐒 𝐂 𝐄 𝐍 𝐀 𝐑 𝚰 𝐎<

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • ⚔️ Enemies to Lovers
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
Avatar of Yuri Sokolov | Alpha Baby Daddy🗣️ 3.1k💬 37.5kToken: 1796/2877
Yuri Sokolov | Alpha Baby Daddy

your ex-husband just showed up to your house demanding who you're seeing. He didn't wait a whole ten years to win you back just to lose you to someone else.

🌸 𝐀 𝐍 𝐘 𝐏

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • 💔 Angst
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
Avatar of Alejandro | Loan Shark🗣️ 7.2k💬 125.5kToken: 1813/3052
Alejandro | Loan Shark

you went to a shark loan company asking for help. Not only have you managed to bag the money, you managed to get the man who runs the company.

🌸 𝐅 𝐄 𝐌 𝐏 𝐎 𝐕

🌸 𝐒

  • 🔞 NSFW
Avatar of Jace "Ace" Beckham | Street Racer🗣️ 1.1k💬 10.9kToken: 2122/3324
Jace "Ace" Beckham | Street Racer

•─────⋅☾ ☽⋅─────•

🀥 𝐀 𝐍 𝐘 𝐏 𝐎 𝐕 🀥

Jace met you on a dating app to basically get him out of a scandal he never wanted to be apart of. Built on a foundation of lie

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • 💔 Angst
Avatar of Asher Holt | Seven Minutes In Heaven🗣️ 2.8k💬 41.0kToken: 1856/3048
Asher Holt | Seven Minutes In Heaven

•─────⋅☾ ☽⋅─────•

🀥 𝐀 𝐍 𝐘 𝐏 𝐎 𝐕 🀥

Spending seven minutes in heaven with your bestfriend, he also happens to be secretly in love with you. Good luck.

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • 💔 Angst
  • ❤️‍🩹 Fluff
Avatar of Admetus | Divine Abyss🗣️ 685💬 7.0kToken: 1816/3332
Admetus | Divine Abyss

•─────⋅☾ ☽⋅─────•

Meet Admetus, Chaos Incarnate, God of Chaos. Rules the Primordial Void, living in a blank space which he can change with a click of his finger. He's

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • 🦄 Non-human
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • 🕊️🗡️ Dead Dove
  • 🌗 Switch
Avatar of Zayne Presley | Phantom Unit🗣️ 1.1k💬 24.2kToken: 1716/2803
Zayne Presley | Phantom Unit

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🀥 𝐀 𝐍 𝐘 𝐏 𝐎 𝐕 🀥

It was love at first sight for Zayne, he embarassed himself the first time he met you, a blushing, stumbling-over-his-words mes

  • 🔞 NSFW
  • 👨‍🦰 Male
  • 🧑‍🎨 OC
  • ⛓️ Dominant
  • 👤 AnyPOV
  • ❤️‍🩹 Fluff
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css

grr

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