Shitty Announcement

Yes, this is about the Jutty Allegations. I have so many feelings right now, I can’t fucking deal with this shit.•••Sorry this announcement is kind of... well… you know.•••TW: Mentions of SA and trauma in the announcement•••Alright, so, I think maybe you’ve all heard what happened with the Jutty SA allegations. Obviously I’m pissed with all the cursing but I’m beyond shocked and devastated. I have so many mixed feelings about what’s going on. There’s so much happening and I’m losing it. LOSING MY MIND.Firstly, I want to post all the screenshots I have of this so far (Sorry, it’s tilted, idk what I did):I’m not entirely sure who to believe. I want to believe the victim, desperately I do. That’s the mentality with everything. Believe the victim, they are hurt. At the same time, it’s innocent until proven guilty. People are calling out that the account is new and all this other shit. I don’t who who to believe, I don’t know what to do. I want to have a fucking breakdown right now, man! FUCK! My older sister was sexually assaulted before and I can’t help but remember every time she cried with me, every time she hide in her room, every time she’d ignore my calls. The situation brings up bad memories in general. This really fucking stings. It hurts.I want to clarify how I will be moving forward with my bots:• I always thought of the ghouls AS ghouls, as actual ghouls and not humans, not as who they are beneath the mask. HOWEVER, I know this situation is serious and don’t want to make anyone uncomfortable with Swiss bots. I, myself, am not comfortable making Swiss bots at this moment. I want to revoke Juttys right to be Swiss, to be able to use Swiss.• I hate the fact that I might need another hiatus for this shit, I just got back. I’m not in the right state of mind to make bots. I really want to make bots but my brain hurts. I’m sorry if I can’t do another bot for a while.• If Jutty is guilty (not invalidating the victim but he might be innocent, I don’t know), I will cast a vote via Google Forms if YOU guys want me to continue to make Swiss bots. If negative, Swiss will be edited out of all bots and personalities. Again, I think of them as two separate entities, two separate people, but this situation has made my image of the two shatter so I want to hear you guys opinion on how I should continue since you guys are the ones enjoying my bots.• I’m really scared so if a angst or dead dove bot pops up tomorrow, then I want you to know that means I’m using my current feelings to write that situation. The bot might reflect my turmoil surrounding this whole mess and I’d like to apologize in advance because again, I’m not in the right state of mind.I love all of you so damn much. You’re all my little plectrums. I promise you I’m trying my best right now. I’m sorry if